I’ve figured it out! I know why I love Peter Capaldi’s Doctor so much already. He’s just like 9.
They’re both crabby sass asses holding in so many regrets.
9 was the reason I fell in love with this show and the Doctor I’m most connected to and 12 is just reconfirming that love, more than 10 and 11, good as they where and as heartbroken as I was to see them go.